I'm fearful of this upcoming storm
Both literally and metaphorically

I'm afraid to go to sleep
Afraid of the nightmares to follow

The rain and the thunder appeals to the fear in my soul
The fear of many things to come

Afraid of losing my mom
When I haven't had her long

Afraid of losing him
Because I don't deserve him

Afraid of losing myself
To the overwhelming insanity I fight inside

I dream these dreams that come as nightmares
Nightmares pursuing these subconscious fears

Death
Loss
Betrayal
Break downs

Thunder

What a night to lay down and cry myself to sleep